Is She The Right Person???????

hahahahhaha
Sebelum aku nak tulis apa2 aku nak gelak dulu.. boleh ker...
huhuhhuhuhuh

this sound silly.. but its true.....
I'm at the age of 27... and yet... this is the first time i'm in love with a gurl...
bukan tak pernah suka kat other gurl....
dulu.. masa kat U.. ada this gurl...
my course mate...even she is not as hot as other gurl...
tapi.. in my eyes.. she is so pretty... so lovely.. and so heart melted...
bila aku marah.. aku suka pi kat dia... sebab....
aku akan jadi cool balik bila borak ngan dia..
well.. unfortunately...
she's not meant for me...
she was my friend.. and will remain as friend as long as we live... :)



now.. back to this gurl.. called D....
mula-mula di awal perkenalan.. hubungan aku dengan D hanyalah hubungan business...
not more than that...
tapi.. pertama kali berjumpa.....
i think she's sweet....
she maybe not that pretty.... but she sweet...
it's been almost 3 weeks since our first date...
dan boleh di katakan hubungan kami berjalan dengan baik...

even we have our life... been bz around..
but we have to sms and called each other...
the worse part is...
aku tak tau macam man nak cakap kat dia yang aku suka kat dia..
and i think that she likes me too.....
well.. my friends said that too....

and the funny part...
aku memang tak tau macam mana nak approach her....
1st timer la katakan.. banyak yang nak kena belajar...
hahahahahaha

tapi.. betul ker she meant for me?
huhuhuhuhuh
biar lah jodoh yang menentukan...
kalau betul..
Alhamdulillah.. tak perlu la lagi aku terus dengan dunia aku yang gila2 ni...
dunia yang pernah aku kenali yang tak akan membawa aku ke mana2 pun...

oh well....
we just wait and see....
:)

The Forgotten Lesson

Huhuhu i ve been in KL for more than one week and 2 days. its been a very hethic week for me....
i went here sebab my boss ask me to go out station and give some kind of new market plus some kind of kursus insentive for me while im here....
i was amaze that the market in Kl was way bigger than i thought.. and of course... way bigger and much much potential berbanding Terengganu....

While I'm here.. i learn so many new things....

of course regarding with my carrier.. but some how.. we always think that we knew so much.. but yet we actually knew so little....

we always feel that life isn’t really fair.. but yet....

the rewards sometimes come in unexpected way.....

i Love the job im doing now... go over a places that i eventually take granted.....

and yet.. that places gives you the chances of living.. to earn money......

my job is to find customer.... meet them... and cuba memenuhi permintaan mereka atas keperluan mereka..... seems easy ha... hahahahha.. yet... its eventually hard to actually convince them to buy stuff from you......

at first.. i feel very embrass to go and meet the customer...

sebelum ini... aku just jumpa customer that i knew and around me....

my dear friends... and people that i knew.......

but.. when it comes to doing business.... you eventually have to go out dari kepompong dan terbang sebagai rama-rama.....

for more than this one week... i met a lot of people.. with all kind of attitude... and all kind of kerenah... some times... they upset you pretty much.. until you actually feel in deep depressed... and sometimes... they just ignore you like you are not there.... and sometimes... aku di halau keluar ..... tapi.. tidak semua manusia berkelakuan seperti itu... there are also customer who give really a good response... even out of my expectation....

living in this kind of supplier business ... unexpected things can happen... and all kind of things can actually happen... so.. from that i learn to prepare my self.... to overcome the over joy... the sadness... and the depression... even the tension derive from customers....

my boss told me that.... we do as we can.. and we live as we can.... if we believe in our selves... and of course believe in THE ALMIGHTY ALLAH.... we can live through anything.......

yes... i almost forgot that... my mother always say that... and i.. in disadvantage... always took what she said for granted.... bukannya tidak mendengar kata.. tapi kadang2 kita lupa....

bila di peringati balik oleh my boss... . perkara pertama yang terlintas di fikiran ku... this is what my mother always said to me......

there is nothing more that i want to share in this post..... is actually.... every single words come from our mother... is actually a priceless words that we kids always forgot and take it for granted......

REMEMBER.... there are no single parents in this whole wide world that don’t want to see their children live happily... its up to us to decide... either to listen and put in our heart.. or.. the other way around....

MISS YOU

Westlife...... Soledad

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll realise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of Nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

LUKA

Dayang Nurfaizah – Luka (OST Luka)

Pabila ku kenangkanmu
Dunia ku gelap gelita
Oh sayangku mengapa kamu
Menghilangkan diri lamanya

Ku percaya semua itu masa
Kau akan terjaga dari lena
Selamanyakah kan ku tunggu

Luka…
Pulanglah sayangku kembali segera
Luka…
Sampai hati menghilang khabar berita
Luka…
Tegarnya kau biarkan ku sendiri melanda
Biarku terluka

Kembalikan sinar hidupku
Tanpamu ku hilang arah
Selama ini ku cekal hati
Hanya kerna semangatmu percayalah

Ku pasti suatu hari
Kau kan terjaga dari mimpi
Disini ku setia menanti

Luka…
Pulanglah sayangku kembali segera
Luka…
Sampai hati menghilang khabar berita
Luka…
Tegarnya kau biarkan ku sendiri melanda
Biarku terluka

Luka…
Pulanglah sayangku kembali segera
Luka…
Sampai hati menghilang khabar berita
Luka…
Tegarnya kau biarkan ku sendiri melanda
Biarku terluka

Selamanya ku setia
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