The Reason Of Life........

Reason Of Life...............

my life has been up side down lately....
and trust me. its really nasty.....
and i really dunt ike it...
i've been in a very bad shape for the last 3 weeks.....
i'm barely eat...
barely get my shower (usually aku mandi 3 times per day.. ni tak sampai pun.. huhuhhuu)
i didn't put my hair gel (i'm sure korang tau rambut aku serabai macam mana kalau tak pakai hair gel)..
and so on...
its been really hectic 3 weeks in my life...
i've been pushing around...
running stuff.....
doing things.....
things happen that really make me upset and disappointed...
macam macam la yang berlaku.....
and i actually didnt really do my work at all....
masa tu aku rasa macam. i want to stop and scream kat semua orang.. (i used to do that masa aku zaman muda remaja dulu)..


but i didn't..
pemikiran aku masih waras...
and there is 3 dear friends of mine.....
tiga2 comel dan cute..
sorang dah kawin.... sorng kat US masa aku mengadu kat dia dan seorang who is always .. always the dearest among all which is in Putrajaya ..
so.. i talk to these 3 people (sebab mereka selalu memberikan idea yang bernas yang kadang2 aku tak terpikir pun-very strong reason why i like to take thier opinion)...
so.. these 3 people keep saying about reason of life.. which the fact i truely hate to accept....
di pendekkan cerita..
i conclude.....
after over nite thinking and try to calm my self.. at last.. i take a deep breath...
and i say to my self...they are truely right....

hidup hanya sekali......
no matter how hard it is. no matter how are the obstacles comes.....
its a par of life.. which is..if you think that as a bad thing.. and i you won't go any where.. it will always be a negative things.....
but.. if you take a deep breath. .. and try to take it as part of your goody life....
then you will find that actually its quite easy for you to over come those obstacles.....
those kind of positive thinking will make it easier for you to think wisely and clearly...
so..
even my life is always be upside down (which most of the time is down)... hahahaahah.. but i take it as a part of colour in my life.... the things that thought me the meaning of life..
to enjoy life to fullest.....
and do what i want to do..
and enjoy doing it.....
as this... even im still in the process of accepting things (its not easy.. trust me.. i've been working so hard to accept thing that always makes me dissapointed and angry.. its hard to change it as positive thing.. ).. but it won't harm you to try.. and even you cannot 100% change the perception... but its till helps you alot to get through yr day.....
and thats a word from experience.... hahahaaaha
try it.. and you will appreciate your self and yr life even more than you could imagine..

:) SMILE